For those of us who grew up in these punisher situations and were pimped out by our parents to the CS, it is no wonder many choose not to be parents or present and participate as faithful members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.
My dad had an incinerator in the basement of the home I lived in from the age of 3 to 11 in Berkley Michigan.
I believe he was a punisher and disposed of bodies. We had a pet cemetary in the backyard of that house and my uncle owned a pig farm up north in Cadillac Michigan.
Pigs eat human bodies, everything but the teeth, and there is a pattern around the world of pig farms being used to hide human remains/evidence.
As a state farm insurance agent my Dad was on the road all the time, visiting homes, taking photos, and measuring property lines. His job would have provided perfect cover for certain activites.
I have stayed true to my baptismal and temple covenants. I believe the faith I practice is in fact Heavenly Fathers kingdom on the Earth.
He has allowed the sheep (the humble followers of Jesus Christ) to live side by side with the goats (those who gleefully worship Satan), for a time. But I believe that time is now winding down and the first chapter of the Doctrine and Covenants section one is going to be fulfilled.
Link: https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/1?lang=eng
Verse three says:
"3 And the rebellious shall be pierced with much sorrow; for their iniquities shall be spoken upon the housetops, and their secret acts shall be revealed."
I have thought about this verse quite a bit as I have posted this content on my blog and here at Substack.
For those who have participated because of compulsion and terror, I believe Heavenly Father will perfectly judge each soul righteously, and they will be exonerated for any wicked acts they were forced to commit.
My own initiation into the cult at the age of seven involved the murder of a little boy and I have carried that guilt and shame my whole life.
I humbly reach out to anyone suffering because of the family you were born into.
Light and healing and peace can be yours. I have found it in the daily practice of my faith and the loving support of my husband and children.
Two of my own children were aborted and sacrificed when I was a young teen.
The church of Satan never worries about girls conceiving during the orgies because they use those babes for rituals.
I have walked the dark paths and now am standing squarely in the light.
Merry Christmas!
Jenny Hatch
PS Dark humor has also helped diffuse the energy. Satan is a humourless scold.